Not to mention the horrible service I have had with local business people. Planning a wedding should be about the bride and groom but in today's standards that's not what it is about. It doesn't matter. I feel like the doors are shutting in front me. I feel like crawling into bed and never seeing anyone again. Yet, this is when faith screams from my heart. I plea to my beliefs; I hold on to what I can't see. I only pray that God protects me and my family. Though I feel like giving up in life, I can't.
May God give me the strength to accept my defeats and somehow be victorious in life.